( afterwards, buffy snags up her phone almost mechanically, turning off the feed with shaking fingers, ending the whole business. she wants to go see giles. of course she does. but she's βΒ half a person right now, sopping wet and bloody, alone, staring in the blank, dark nothing of spike's crypt.
felt like the place to go, or at least it was the place her feet took her. no one will bother her here. she sends a message. )
yeah giles is in the clinic, should make a full recovery amy was fine with first aid
[ Three dots indicate she has something else to say. The message takes a moment to come, with Faith briefly distracted by the dried blood on her jeans. ]
( she does want to qualify it with it's not what you think, except what else could it possibly be? it is what you think. i am here for all the reasons you'd expect me to be here. sitting on the floor, hand bandaged by stephen's doctorly assessment, lighting a cigarette like a candle and letting it turn to ash in her fingers. like angel did, after she staked him. it doesn't feel good to be anywhere else, and she doesn't want to be above ground. a crypt is just a fancy word for a grave, and that's all buffy is yearning for, lately βΒ reunion to the last place she felt whole. )
@faith
you going after him or your old man?
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him
i have these restraints that i think will work for angelus. i mean. we could just kill him, but what is that going to do, really?
( we could just kill him. but βΒ would you really, buffy? because it was so simple the first time. )
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we could always go back to basics
babysit his grave and make sure he doesn't make it out
β hours later.
felt like the place to go, or at least it was the place her feet took her. no one will bother her here. she sends a message. )
angel's dead.
giles and amy ok?
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giles is in the clinic, should make a full recovery
amy was fine with first aid
[ Three dots indicate she has something else to say. The message takes a moment to come, with Faith briefly distracted by the dried blood on her jeans. ]
he got someone else
his name was cassian
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( she'll figure out what to do about that tomorrow. or never. a little bit of a wait. then, )
thanks, faith. you did good.
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i said i'd help him
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nah
sorry
it's not the same
she didn't get to come back
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yeah. guilty.
knowing if i was better, i could've saved someone.
knowing i failed.
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exactly
[ What else is there to say? ]
how are you?
i mean physically
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i don't know why i'm not healing.
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[ An educated guess. Neither has Faith. ]
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( except buffy never really sleeps, not since grave dirt. )
can you ( do you want to she types first, before rewriting it. ) come over?
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be right there
your room?
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( she does want to qualify it with it's not what you think, except what else could it possibly be? it is what you think. i am here for all the reasons you'd expect me to be here. sitting on the floor, hand bandaged by stephen's doctorly assessment, lighting a cigarette like a candle and letting it turn to ash in her fingers. like angel did, after she staked him. it doesn't feel good to be anywhere else, and she doesn't want to be above ground. a crypt is just a fancy word for a grave, and that's all buffy is yearning for, lately βΒ reunion to the last place she felt whole. )