( she does want to qualify it with it's not what you think, except what else could it possibly be? it is what you think. i am here for all the reasons you'd expect me to be here. sitting on the floor, hand bandaged by stephen's doctorly assessment, lighting a cigarette like a candle and letting it turn to ash in her fingers. like angel did, after she staked him. it doesn't feel good to be anywhere else, and she doesn't want to be above ground. a crypt is just a fancy word for a grave, and that's all buffy is yearning for, lately βΒ reunion to the last place she felt whole. )
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( she does want to qualify it with it's not what you think, except what else could it possibly be? it is what you think. i am here for all the reasons you'd expect me to be here. sitting on the floor, hand bandaged by stephen's doctorly assessment, lighting a cigarette like a candle and letting it turn to ash in her fingers. like angel did, after she staked him. it doesn't feel good to be anywhere else, and she doesn't want to be above ground. a crypt is just a fancy word for a grave, and that's all buffy is yearning for, lately βΒ reunion to the last place she felt whole. )