[ Everything she's seen from Buffy, it's β noble. She wants the best for everyone here.
Ironic that both of them ended up accusing their boyfriend in different rounds. ]
i want you to know that despite everything i said about august and the hellhound's attack i forgave him a long time ago and i don't blame him for what happened back then or now
( this is new. the kind of β un-competition of being with the same person. it's just that it's functionally impossible to not love cellar immediately, at least a little bit. she's the sweetest. )
i know
( or she can assume. buffy didn't vote august because she hates him βΒ very much the opposite. )
i don't blame him either. i guess it was hard, when giles died. i wasn't really thinking clearly. but now? it doesn't feel right to get mad at the wolves, not if they can't control it, not if something is making them. we should be feeling bad for them. and if august is one of them βΒ then i really feel bad, for how hard it's going to hit him. he always says he knows evil. i guess sometimes i think he's talking about himself, you know?
i know i still think about the people who died and i hate whoever hurt my friends maybe i shouldn't but i still do i just don't want that to become a part of the cycle if we can stop more people from dying, we can stop more people from hating, too
he is talking about himself, i mean i wish he wasn't i wish we could show him that he's wrong
it's like when sometimes you have a sickness saying you have it is different than saying it's what you are i don't think he knows the difference maybe one day we can show him
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he's lucky he has you β₯
[ Everything she's seen from Buffy, it's β noble. She wants the best for everyone here.
Ironic that both of them ended up accusing their boyfriend in different rounds. ]
i want you to know that
despite everything i said about august and the hellhound's attack
i forgave him a long time ago
and i don't blame him for what happened
back then or now
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i know
( or she can assume. buffy didn't vote august because she hates him βΒ very much the opposite. )
i don't blame him either. i guess
it was hard, when giles died. i wasn't really thinking clearly. but now?
it doesn't feel right to get mad at the wolves, not if they can't control it, not if something is making them. we should be feeling bad for them. and if august is one of them βΒ then i really feel bad, for how hard it's going to hit him.
he always says he knows evil. i guess sometimes i think he's talking about himself, you know?
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i still think about the people who died and i hate whoever hurt my friends
maybe i shouldn't but i still do
i just don't want that to become a part of the cycle
if we can stop more people from dying, we can stop more people from hating, too
he is
talking about himself, i mean
i wish he wasn't
i wish we could show him that he's wrong
it's like when sometimes you have a sickness
saying you have it is different than saying it's what you are
i don't think he knows the difference
maybe one day we can show him